my life?

hmm...i m so tensed up....i dont even know wat is happening to me man.......i m sad.....i feel very lonely...i think i need sum1 special to share my secrets......as today i was cycling to kamunting i was thinking about a girl(to be precised my crush)......than without me realising i hit the divider.....my attention was diverted...luckily it was a bicycle,if it was a motorcycle....i would have been in the hospital right now.....the oni friend tht truly can understand me is naveen....i don meet him always as he is in the different class.....everyday i wonder......man how it feels to have a gf...at times when people ask me do u have a gf....i would say...i dont have 1 ....would u get me 1.....and they will b like..hahaha....but deep in their heart......there will b something going on about me...i mean.....is it right or wrong?or wat..i need some help......no1 understands me....and i think being lonely is the best thing...but as a matter of fact it is not..it hurts......and there are some bitchy gurlz going out there and saying to their friends(as per my knowledge)..."hey u noe ah that santhiran like me"!!!!i mean wats their problem???!!!...i might care for them....juz as a bro or as a friend.....not more than that...if they tend to get thing wrongs...it is not my damn fault......i m juz ignoring them coz they are my friends and i dont want to earn more enemies...i have enaf of them!so gur who "ss" if i like u i will tell u...dont worry...well there are some gud girlz.....as an instance ....i was cycling back from my friends house wich was in kamunting....so there were 2 malay gurlz....they smiled at me.....i guess they were friends...i mean people who dont know us smile at us and people whom we noe for ages stare at us.....or they tend to ignore us...man.....wats wrong with smiling....????i noe wat i wrote here is juz a piece of crap wich was created from my insanity...but is there any other alternative?

me,myself and I

well....abt me???for now...i am a teenager,16,duing my form 4 in SGI.i have sum enemies....i earned those enemies coz of my stupid mentality........i hope to be friends with them again...not handsum..i can think very well...but when it comes to studies....man... DAMN BIG PROBLEM for me..usualy i dont speak much to those who are more rich n clever den me....but i have friends who are more rich n clever than me...i dont have any ex-gf....i m anti love...but...i got crush b4(who doesnt?)....last time i used to hate girlz...now ok ok ni la...i dont drink..i dont smoke...i talk bad words alot.... :D....very close to ma dad...but very very very scared of him.....close to mom n siters 2....i wanna noe what 'the girl' thinks abt me....hehehe...joking ni...love to learn abt computer's...n i wish to own an apple laptop in the future...
i like all the colours...but i like to wear t-shirts in green,white,blue,black...my ambition is to be a computer or civil engineer...i prefer civil engineer more...
n yeah...i love friends...i think...life is incomplete without friends.....(my dad always tell me)i dunno wat else to write la....4000 words?not enaf to describe me la..hehe
wanna ask aniting?nobody can understand me...including myself

my msn/email=siva_starboy06@hotmail.com


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wat is happening to me???

in the year 2000 in entered the primary skul wich was srk st.george taiping.i was in kelas 1 biru(trd class).....the year wen on like a wave....with many up's n downs as usual.....than....finally i made it into the 1st class.....from td 2-6 1st class...primary school....than...i got 2a's 3b's fr my UPSR.so i entered the 2nd class wich was 1a2....i stricly followed the school rules till i came into form 3.when i entered form 3...i started fighting...going after girls.....and neglecting my studies......form 4 even worst....i dun even ay attention to the sejarah,moral and add maths teachers are teaching...i will b thinking about smthg else the whole day.....wats wrong with me...y cant i be like how i was in primary skul....studying well...enjoying life...y did i make enemies...n so on...i know wat i wrote here is a piece of nonsense...but i dunno wat to do.......but i guess the perfect answer is...ITS ALL MY OWN MISTAKE....ntg else..

drama t-shirt

suresh came and said.....we want to make the drama t shirt......i asked...how much it will cost...he said RM25.....i said ok lo...i'll pay on friday...and he said v wil get it by 1 week....man....it has been more than 1 week.....v havent got our t-shirts yet......wat is the f*cking problem with the guy that we gave our oder to?y is he is not efficient in his work......he noes how to take our money...but dunno hw to give us the t-shirt as he promised....trully f@cked up guy......and su....make sure u ask for ganti rugi if the T is not like how we wanted it....man...this makes me pissed....

my 1st blog

this is my 1st blog.i seriously have no idea wat to write over here.......well i think i will write about my life as a 16 year old teenager.....well basically i wont say my life sucks.....in school i have friends and enemies.....well i feel having lots of friends does not serve any purpose....instead of making ur life better they make ur life more miserable :)well enemies...u muz have alot like me to know who u are.....honestly......well lets forget about friends and foes of mine.....well lets talk about my interest....eventhough i think having a lot of friends does not serve any pupose but i do like to get socialized!i love to meet new people......i've got alot of online friends....mostly girls.....when i say girls dun think i m a playboy or pervert or wat so ever...i think if an individual make friends with the opposite sex,there are some advantages.for an example girls wont teach u bad words,how to drink,smoking,fighting,watching porn and so on.but than i think v also must control our lust at the same time(when chatting).i think when u have a conversation with a girl it makes u more open minded.well i have male online friends to...most of them the girls lover...hahaha....they r very kind too...........well, other than that i love to save the earth....i love watching discovery channel programme.i think its planet green.the people there are genius.most of them are noble prize winners...i wish i could b like them 1 day...i like them because they are not selfish.they care for every human beings in this earth.i din say those who din appear in tv are selfish.mayb many of them have same interest in saving the earth like me....but certain factors might stop them from duing that....ok.in the future i wish i could b cum a civil engineer,computer engineer or enviromental engineer....all of this jobs are awsome....than finally i have interest i learning piano,guitar and drum....i love this 3 instruments.....i got my inspiration from A.R.rahman.....he is so gud in composing music...i love his songs and music.well i think my blog is kind of boring but i m writing this to gain experience....have anice day guyz...bye bye!